Just

I have so many mean sentences in my head ready to jot down in this blog

I sometimes question whether I’m pretending to be a nice person.

I don’t know.

I would like to think I’m not fake.

Is my self-concept wrong?

I’ve just been let down. Bad.

In all ways. Through all types of relationships.

By the way, I’m not blaming any particular person here.

My current perspective and expectations have changed so much.

Who would have known it would have come down to this?

I just don’t want to think too much.

I don’t want to think too far.

Sorry.

One day, it will change.

Just not now.

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