I just noticed that my most recent posts usually end with a question.
As cliche as this sounds, I want answers.
I know where to find them but I just can’t bring myself to go to that place.
I’ve cried more this year than I have in the past three years.
I used to be strong.
And this statement keeps coming back but I know I can’t give up.
There’s suppose to be guilt in those two words but I can tell you truthfully that I don’t feel it. At all.
Nevertheless, I can’t tell you I don’t like you because it stabs me deeper when I do.
What happened to the foundation we built in the beginning?
How did it tear down so easily?
I know you’ll tell me that there’s still hope and you believe in us.
But I know you’re not truly happy just BEING with me.
Do I end this with a question?
P.S. I read a blog where both K and S were in a relationship and they were sharing K’s blog (which was originally his, obviously). However when they broke up, S announced it bluntly that they’ve broken up. This is what she said.
We’ve broken up but i’d like you to know that
i’ve no regrets knowing you
memories are great;very beautiful, however nothing compared to what the future holds. (yadiyadiya)
Love always, your friend.
You know what I thought about it. Maybe it’s true that S is a catty person. She looks like one anyway.
Yeah, I’ve changed. Fuck off.