Once again
11 Oct 2008 Leave a Comment
in Uncategorized Tags: anger, bitterness, desperation, immaturity
I hate you.
I wish you didn’t exist.
But then I wouldn’t be here.
Actually, that thought seems pretty pleasant.
I’ll forever hate you and then maybe one day, I’ll disappear.
A gun with a fan
11 Oct 2008 Leave a Comment
in Uncategorized Tags: anger, bitterness, desperation, frustration
Burnt by the cigarette butts,
She just lay there.
Underneath.
Ignorant of what was going on.
On top of her.
I tasted bitterness.
I smelt betrayal.
I spoke angry things.
And once I spoke them, I retreated.
Back to you.
Regrets
30 Sep 2008 Leave a Comment
in Uncategorized Tags: desperation, Inspiration
Shackles
“kiss, kiss.”
It drags on and on.
There will be worse days.
Says the wide hypowackerlucidify.
Everyone cares.
But I try not to.
That’s the consequences of being the Unconvential.
You spit at me.
It feels like paradise.
Leave me alone is the most childish sentence I make.
This is not my armchair.
This is surely not my home.
I hesitate.
Hold onto you
19 Jun 2008 Leave a Comment
in Uncategorized Tags: conflict, desperation, frustration, trouble
What do you do
When you’re no longer content?
When you thought after all this, everything will be fine and it’s not?
When you’ve changed?
When your friends have changed?
When it’s normal to cry at least three times a week?
What do you do?
