The Aftermath
03 Feb 2012 Leave a Comment
After our one year anniversary, I found out something shocking.
Hurting.
Your deed was done out of a vengeful spirit.
The reason behind the pain was no longer about the act.
I was just truly disappointed and turned off by your character.
At that moment, I really wanted to close the chapter.
I was so confused because I wanted to walk away but my heart wanted to stay.
The last time I followed the speeches of my mind, my world fell apart.
Feeling not loved and cared for by the person you love most is the worst feeling in the world.
Thinking about it is making me tear now.
My heart is still on defense mode.
I can’t look at you the same way.
I am trying.
Trying to love you the same.
Why did you take my love for granted?
We were doing so well since the beginning of this year.
True, we had our rough patch last year.
It wasn’t easy because of my indecision and callousness.
Because of your temper and mean words.
But we pulled through because we didn’t want to lose each other.
You tell me to think about the consequences of my actions.
What about your’s?
What you did wasn’t out of love.
How am I suppose to move on.
How do we go back to the start?
