16 Apr 2011 Leave a Comment
Things are right again.
No more internal conflicts.
For the first time this week, I’ve felt truly happy although, I have been outright selfish and cruel.
But I’ve made a final decision and I’m not looking back.
12 Apr 2011 Leave a Comment
I understand but the detachment hurts.
I’m not sure about how I am suppose to feel.
Just don’t delete me from your life.
I guess it’s too late.
03 Apr 2011 Leave a Comment
What do you do when you’re forced into a tight corner?
When you have to make a decision which you know you can’t handle the consequences whichever way it goes?
Today, I decided to let go of someone that meant a lot to me for 5 years.
Will I look back and regret?
It still hurts.
It’s not supposed to.
Well, as one highly respectable person mentioned, “You’ve got to burn one. You can’t have both. It makes sense that one person suffers for two people to be happy.”
My heart is being twisted into boundless knots as I type.
I’m glad my tears are not falling onto the keyboard
’cause that would really screw it up.
I need to know you’ll be ok.
I know you’ll rise above this.
You’re stronger than this.
Please forgive me.
I never meant to.
I’m sorry.
I love you.
Goodbye.
