127
18 10 2008I don’t feel good about this. At all.
I know its the “right” thing to do.
I deserve this.
And so does he.
I hope I won’t regret this for life.
I hope everything will fall into place.
We deserve happiness. Especially him.
I’ll always be your’s.
Your ming a ling.
Comments : Leave a Comment »
Tags: conflict, down, life, trouble
Categories : Uncategorized
Once again
11 10 2008I hate you.
I wish you didn’t exist.
But then I wouldn’t be here.
Actually, that thought seems pretty pleasant.
I’ll forever hate you and then maybe one day, I’ll disappear.
Comments : Leave a Comment »
Tags: anger, bitterness, desperation, immaturity
Categories : Uncategorized
A gun with a fan
11 10 2008Burnt by the cigarette butts,
She just lay there.
Underneath.
Ignorant of what was going on.
On top of her.
I tasted bitterness.
I smelt betrayal.
I spoke angry things.
And once I spoke them, I retreated.
Back to you.
Comments : Leave a Comment »
Tags: anger, bitterness, desperation, frustration
Categories : Uncategorized
